I think I might have a demon in me

Possably but it sounds like your blaming your self for your fathers death. try lrtting that go. I know its hard but it will do you good

You need to see a therapist. “Demons” don’t exist. You just have an anger problem, probably from built-up feelings about the untimely death of your father.

To the people who answer about the “demons”, be careful, you don’t know the harm you can cause, you might turn into real “demons” yourselves if you influence this boy with those crazy ideas. He might hurt himself or worse. What I humbly beleive, in coincidence with the first and second opinions, is that he needs help from a psychologist, it all comes from the mind. I hope you can recover and feel well again. Ask for proffesional help.

maybe you just had to much anger and you got a nightmare.

I think going to a church group would help better. Or maybe just talk to a minister in private and he may try to clense you. This happend to me not to long ago. I was normall happy, had a lot of friends but one night when I woke up, I took out my journal and began writing. I didnt even know what I was writing at the time. I woke up and my journal was on the floor and this poem was written on the pages-

My mind is lost, away, somewhere far A voice in my head says, “Thats just how things are.” I’m tired of the lies I’m tired of the tricks I silently cry Because thats what I can’t fix My mind tells me things I don’t understand It won’t help, though I ran and I ran The voice in my head, tells me I should lie Tell everyone, that I am just fine Though, it is not true I do what it tells me to I listen to the voice Because I have no choice The voice can kill With it’s own will Just listen when it says, “You are worthless, you belong nothing to me, other than the room in your head you have graciously precived, but I am strong enough now, That I don’t need you Leave now, you can die I need more room. Your body is perfect, For me in the least, I will be very happy, once you have deceiced.” Those thoughts are a lie Don’t fall for it Don’t die For once you leave the voice will take over pushing you down lower and lower into the burning depths of Satin’s power in the corner you sit and cower as you burn and you burn for eternity and longer because of the voice you had grown fonder in thinking of evil You were wrong just listen to the voices song “You are fragile and weak, stronger I seek but my will may be followed once you have grown ill and the power will gracoisly pour into me I am the voice my haunting degree you have what I long you die to this song for the end brings surprise as you find the truth to my lies goodbye”

I was really scared after I wrote it but I just shrugged it off and thought I had a nightmare. But it happend again every single night, and I didnt know it thten. I had put the book back every night. I was cleaning off my shelf a while ago and I looked in the journal, there were 42 others similerly liike that, all about me dieing after being haunted, poems about demons punishing my enimies and just terrible things like that.I saw a minister and he talked to me. I read from the Bible every night before I went to sleep and I never once wrote another poem like that. I woke up from a trance like state a couple of times but I woke as soon as I touched the book. I think that was because it contained evil and I had learned to block it out even when I wasnt concience. I helped a lot and I recomend thats what you do. If you want to know more just funmail me. And even before if you look at my old questions I had put a few of them on here and asked if people liked them, I dont even remember doing that. Best wishes, may God be with you

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Satan does take advantage of humans, when they are the most vunerable. Also, when they are not protected by prayer, by other believers around them.

It sounds very much like you are out of control when this happens. Physiciatrists can help with counseling, and medication. However, the bible offers deliverance from this type of attack. It does indeed sound like a spiritual problem. You need to be in the fellowship of other Christians, that understand how the enemy works. If you can find a Spirit filled church nearby, they should be able to help you.

Christians have the power over the enemy, however, according to the bible there are steps to follow to get free and stay free, and this is a process, and you need ones to support you that can help you to understand what you need to do.

You can also find out about deliverance on the internet, by typing in Deliverance Ministries. However, I would personally recommend Lake Hamilton Bible Camp, in Hot Springs Ark. They have a website, and much literature available to help you understand this better. You can contact them thru email, or call them.

I would seriously advise you to do this asap, because of the violent nature of what you are dealing with. (according to what you said) Also, I have heard that some medications ( mostly anti-depressants or psycotics I think) can actually cause this in some individuals. If you are on any medications, start with your Dr. first. Contact him asap.

Also if you have quit taking meds. of this sort, can also trigger something like this.

Bi- Polar could also be involved. Seek out the help you need, this is not something you can handle on your own. Situations are continually in the news, concerning violent episodes, and help is availble, now, before your self control weakens too much.

I will be praying for you, to find a way to be free of this, and that nothing will happen that you are not able to control, in the mean time.

God be with you.

dont look to exorcisms or anything religious, it will just harm you and itll be a nevr ending process, if you really do believe that a deamon is in you (which is sort of unture since its most likely pshychological) the best solution is to look towards a buddhist monk , instead of fighting it they make you at peace with the so called deamon , least harmful and quick method.

demons do exist if you feel you have a demon in you, you could be an incarnated demon (i feel i am one) or simply possesion. research it ;)

In teresting. I have some therious, I have knowen people in other lands that have delt with demons and they are real. I think that they do exist and it is a part of our world that is scary. I walked into a store in Seattle one time and there were some strange mask hanging on the wall that ozzed evil. after WWII many service men who were stationed in Austraila saw villages in Mew Guinny and went there as missonaries, all so to tribes in south America, the people they went to spent most of their lives placating spirits. I think that some of the problems are in efect a counter attact. I know depression and this sounds like more then depression brought about by the death of your father. How ever thoughts of harming your self and others is couse, and rightly, to put you in a hospitile. Physcrity has some good parts and may help, It depends on a lot of things that I can not describe or undrestand my self. I do not have the training. But deamon posesion can’t be discounted. You talked like this fellow in your dreams asked to be let in and he took over, that makes me think that you are right. If that is the case I would like to point out that Jesus sent Deamons packing on severial occasions. I would sugest that you put time in reading Matthew, Mark, Luke and John. Here we have an account of how jesus dewelt with them.