I still love her

OK, well since my last question on here http://www.funadvice.com/q/… I ended up breaking up w/ my “girlfriend” to be with the other girl that I really like. A day before spring break got over with she told me that she didn’t want to go out with me, because she doesn’t want to take anything from me, and she feels that I wouldn’t do anything more then kiss her. So the next Tuesday at school I wrote a note to her saying that I still want to be with her, and stuff. Then at lunch she said that we shouldn’t hang out, or talk out of school any more. So skip ahead a few days or weeks not sure. But my best friend and her started getting close, and today at school he asked me if I would be mad at him if he asked her out. I told him no, but truly I still like her a lot. But on Monday I had written her another note, saying that im sorry for anything and everything, and that I would like to start over. Well after I told my friend that no I wouldn’t be mad at him, she comes over by where we hang out, and I had the notebook in my hand, and she took it, and found it her self. I didnt want to show her, but she found it and I could tell she got upset. Well around 5 she called me at home, saying that I dont have to worry about her dating my friend, and that I shouldnt be upset with her or him. Which neither of them believe that I am not mad at them. Then she said that I dont have to worry about her coming around us anymore, during school, and at lunch. I tried telling her that I was not mad but she hung up on me. I still like her, I care so much about her. I want to be able to be with her again, or at least be close again. I dont know how to do either, so if anyone here knows a way that I could try and make it better I would really appreciate it.