I really.. they might.. I may..

I have been dating this guy for about 1 year now and he and I have a very tight bond between us. We can talk about nothing and we can talk about everything, for hours on end. We both have a odd connection to each other to not even have to speak to eachother to comunicate. When ever we get together We talk a lot. Afterwards we basically make out. I have gotten a “rise” out of him each we have. We both agreed that we would never do it at least until we have gotten out of college, gotten jobs, and our own house. We are both Extremely oddly rational while making out. We have never had $#* I have never even “sat on him”. We are both very cautious when getting closer so the problem is HE feels around in my shirt while we are making out, and I have given him my permission to, over the bra, stomach, and back. As we were makeing out recently He was trying to get under my bra, wandering hands, I never gave him a sincere no so he kept trying. The thing was I wanted him to SO MUCH but MY MOM WAS IN THE OTHER ROOM. If my parents caught him with his hand under my clothes they might never let me see him again. I think I may let him because I REALLY want him to but I am no sure if I should ever let him get under my shirt again. What if some how we lose control, but I know we are both to scared of what might happen if we did, but you never know.