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I need a way out of this ..
I am trying to stay modest. But the pressure and life in general is pushing me down. a lot of people might not notice, because I am always smiling and looking positive that my life is basically going down hill. It all started nine months ago when I lost the love of my life. Btw .. im a lesbian. I was compleatly inlove with her and I still am but she left me. I tried to be optamistic looking at all my choices and picking the right one but im here writting this with no hope left in me. My doctor said I have mild depression meaning I’ve let depression take over my life but still have a chance, my doctor was wrong. I will not take the medications because I feel that im obligated to stay the way I am and survive without taking the easy way out. Im stubborn like that, I guess I get it from my father. I’ve been really depressed latley, causing my whole emotional status to decrease. I’ve been cutting again, I feel so horrid and discusted with myself but I feel that its the only way I wont go insaine. Drugs are another big part of my life not drugs in general but a spacific drug. Weed. I feel like the only way to be happy even if its for just a couple of hours is to smoke weed .. and smoke as much of it as I can. I really need help .. something to look forword too, something that’ll give me some hope for survial. So I signed up for this site hopeing someone could help me. So please, I need your advice. What should I do to not compleatly ruin my life.
Ok I don’t mean to be offensive but I’m trying to help… its idiotic… whereas you consider DRUGS to cure your current state bad but yet you smoke WEED. Why? But I’ve had a lot of depressed friends and most of them stuck through wuth it and survived. I say most because one girl is going through it with it as I’m typing. There are two things you can do in this situation. Being a lesbian is your choice and which I think is perfectly normal. But one thing you Have to do is give up the weed. Take the drug that is LEGAl and that will actually help your current state instead of harming it. Now secondly, I know you’ll get through with this if you can give it time. It may be months or years. I’ve gotten over depression through a period of time and so have my friends. I KNOW that you’re strong enough with having the willpower to be stubborn and not take your pills AND to be stubborn. Its in you, and as long as you keep this precious life I’m sure you’ll get through. P E A C E!
I don’t know a real way out but I think it would be good for you to go talk to someone. If you need I could be that person. I agree that you should stop smoking weed and take the medicine that that doctor gave you. That will help you in thee long run. If you need to talk to someone send me a FunMail and we will find a way to talk
Good Luck!
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