I dont know what to do

Okay well I know this is long but please read it and help me out I really don’t know what to do im stuck =[..

Okay well here it goes…me and my boyfriend just broke up like 3 days ago. So this was basically happened I was not trusting him because he goes to a different school and I do this online high school to graduate early so im basically home all day and I always will text him to see if he doing anything but of course he wouldn’t tell me.but I really don’t trust him even though he hasn’t done anything major plus he has football and dosen’t get out till six so I barley even see or talk to him so I wanted more attention and it was hard because I was use too having him 24/7 now its really hard because hes not really around so I was dropping hints that I wasnt happy and he kinda brushed it off so I got mad and started saying things I really regret saying like how I cant take this relationship and maybe we should be friends like a dumb b* would do. So now were broken up and I been trying get him back and I said sorry and said I wouldnt do anything like that again and he said I need wait for a answer from him becuase I hurt him. But I do everything for him from buying his football cleats too,buying food for him,paying for his gas,clothes,wtv he need I provide I rub his feet help with his laundry clean his room clean up after him cook for him I do so much and its like he got too comfortable he stopped surprising me and giving me gifts when I try dress pretty for him he says why are you wearing that and bleh bleh. I buy him gifts I mean I try everything prove I love him ! And I cant get anything back. I support him soo much I feel like were married I mean we been going out for 1 year and 6motnhs. I just dont what to do anymore he always wants it his way he tells me if I cant wait then to leave him and I dont want to leave him becuase I love him and I know I sound dumb but everyone has been in love.. So please help me out and give me some advice