had my bag nicked today and they took my phone and my money and dumped the bag. I was jut finally getting off to sleep just now and I realised my camera that my boyfriend bought me was in there aswell and now I cant sleep again :'( I'm so emotionally drained and tired but im filled with fear and I actually feel physically sick now. WHY THE HELL DO PEOPLE DO THIS? CAN'T THEY MAKE A DECENT LIVING LIKE EVERYONE ELSE!!! I'm so angry and upset, and I have to try and see if I recognise the man that took my bag amongst all these photographs down the police station tomorrow. And who knows I may even have to go to court? I just want it all to be over for good. I'm at an absolute all time low and there are bad things happening to me and my family all the time, it just seems like its one thing after the other. And things just don't seem to be looking up at all. I'm really scared about going out again. I know it only happened earlier today but im still in shock. the way im feeling atm I just wish I could fall asleep and never wake up. life would be so much more peacful.
I know its hard to see anything positive when something so horrible happens but things wont ever get better if you dont think they will. you need to chnge your attitude and say "today is gona be a great day, ill make sure of it" you need to live in the moment. a day at a taime...an hour at a time even. Think positive and you will attract positive, thank negative and you will attract negative. Youre in a negative hole now and once you get out (by thinking positive) you will notice aa beter quality of life trust me. give it a try...what do you have to lose?
Just give it a bit of time love, I have been through exactly through the same thing, except the people that stole my belongings were violent towards me (I assume this guy wasn't). Yes these people are scum, but they get what they deserve in the end. I was really resentful too, but these emotions fade over time.
Dont be so hard on yourself...
People like us who've been through sooo much hell and emotional days get what they deserve later on in life.