How can I get him to want me when we meet?

I’m 16, and tomorrow I’ll be leaving for California. With my mom my aunt and my 4 younger cousins.

I’ve liked this guy, Josh, off of myspace for a year. We’ve been in contact for a year. He doesn’t have all the time in the world, but he still manages to try and talk to me. I wish him and I had more time to talk, other then over AIM (rarely texting messaging. And phone..is like never. sadly.), but I’ll take whatever I can get!

First off, let me tell you about him. He’s 21. NOW PLEASE DONT TELL ME I’M TO YOUNG. OR HE’S TO OLD. I know. I know. But my mom is going to be with me at all times. Hence, in her “sight.” If I get hurt or r.a.p.e.d or whatever else you can think of, it’s my fault!

And because I’m going to California (Which is where he lives). He’s going to drive..about 40 miles to come see me.

So my question is- How do I make him want me?

He says he loves me. And that he wants to be with me. But for some odd reason..I want him to prove it.

I want him to see me, and realize I am who I say I am.

See..I want him to miss me when he drives home a couple of hours later. I want him to stay awake at night and think about me. I don’t like to use the word, WANT, but I can’t think of any other word.

For me..every night I think of him. He is, the guy the think of before I got to bed and the first person I think of when I wake up. He means everything to me. He knows that.

What do I do??!

P.S I have attached a photo of him. And myself. The top one is obviously me. And the bottom is obviously of him.