Lately...things have been so dull. Things I used to take pleasure in, I no longer have any feeling toward. I seem to be neutral to most things. Though, it's just one thing I seem to have feeling toward..which is, wanting to change. I upset my family and friends with my detached actions. I even upset my acquaintances and peers at school. My only known emotion, to me, is wanting to change my ways, to stop upsetting everyone. It could be regret I feel. Moroseness. Neglect. Any of these is possible, but..I have absolutely no clue anymore. I've tried to help myself to years, and each time I thought I was on the right path, it ended up making me worse than I was before it ended. So, what I need advice on, I guess, is...how to exactly change my detached ways and become something close to a normal, teenage girl again.
Ah, a lot of people go through this. With puberty going on and your body developing and everything, your mental state goes on the fritz as well. Talk it out to someone or go to an adult for advice like a teacher, doctor or councellor. Eventually your emotions will settle down again but this takes a while. Don't worry and try to enjoy life for the time being.
