HOnest OpiniOn.

Me and this guy were really good friends… WE would go out to places and hang out, But all of this changed one night when I messed around with one of his friends. We work together so for the last few months he would make stupid remarks of wht I have supposively done. Untill one day he went far and was just plain being stupid so I told him to stop and that I was mad at him and I wasnt going to talk tto him if he kept saying stuff, He said I don’t f**king care if you don’t talk to me. I got Super angry and I stopped talking to him and a couple minutes later he was like im sorry I do care if you don’t talk to me your a good friend plse talk to me .. but I was still angry at him and I didnt. I took offense to wht he said. This was in August 9th and now it is december 21st and still we don’t speak to eact other. I just want this stupidity to end but there are other people that made us grow farther apart. Im afraid to say sorry face to face because I am afraid of karama. What if he ignores me like I ignored him when he apologized about saying things.. it was my fault I know… But I don’t know I don’t want to lose him but I see no other way but to let him go. wht should I do?

I thought of apologizing to him but things between us have gotten so akward that even if I did it would feel strange. I miss him and I know he misses me too because he tells my firends and co workers. But sometimes when we wrk with each other he treats me like crap.