I've been depressed for a while but usually i can fight it. however i just feel like giving up now, nothing ever gets better. No matter how hard I try or if im talented or anything, or if i try to give it all i got it never matters. People just dont care about me. It seems like the only contribution i have is being a sex toy(ive only slept with 2 guys so im not a slut). Guys just have no interest getting to know me, ive tried talking to the so called "nice guys" and the "theater kids" and every spectrum but its always the same. If i dont want to put out then they dont care they'd rather hit on my friends, it just shows how worthless i am.I'm just ready to give up, im tied of this world. No one would care if i died, or maybe thats the only way they would...I just have no place here and I dont know what to do): ...
The rain will end. I know it hard to believe it when you havent seen the sun in so long, but it will.I went from boyfriends who cheated, boyfriends who were controlling, boyfriends who started becoming abusive, boyfriends who broke up with me because I did not want a sexual relationship and now those rainy days have ecome my past. I am 20, sure it seems young, but I never thought this day would come. I have found a great guy in which im deeply in love with. If i have learned anything it is that i have to love myself, because if you let others treat you bad they will continue to do so. Love yourself realize there is a lonely boy out there for you . when you meet him you will realize why it never worked out with anyone else. when you do find him , because you will , do not be afraid to love!!!!!!!! love him with all your might, he will to, just hang, keep your head up high, find hobbies your into :) I started poetry and taking hip hop classes and one point soccer just to keep myself occupied and happy :) good luck! smilelife is beautiful ;)
First of all, you are NOT worthless. The guys you've tried to talk to are tools and d-bags and that in no way reflects on your character. You are worth MORE than those easy girls who are willing to put out for shallow boys like them. Just know that not every single guy is like that, there are good people in this world just like you. You should be proud of yourself for not putting up with boys like that. You don't need them in your life. Talk it out with a close friend or even a counselor. It's always good to vent. And just know that you are not alone and you are not worthless, you are worth much more than you believe.
First, you really need to talk to someone, preferably some kind of therapist. The world can be a cruel place, but with searching (and some help) you can find a great, happy place. Truly.
Second, wow ... you really have found some a-holes!!! Those people have no value to you. Keep them away from you. And don't let them take away your value.
Life isnt a bed of roses, there would always b some idiots actually more idiots dan sane people, i know youre a luvly n wonderful lady bt most guys are blinded nowadays, dnt try to rush things, everyone has their own timeline, ud find d one dat sees u
dont give up you are specail and your gaurdian angel loves you and so do loads of ppl you are spacail and no one can replace you keep on living, loving and enjoy life your just going through a stage dont worry
been there, just be positive, the world is a bright place :) (if you believe it is)