I am a recovering addict from pills. And I been gettin so many carvings to try coke and shoot up herion.. I have shoot up before but it was not herion. It was a pill. I justt want to tryy it soo badd and I think about it 24/7. Like I just cantt stop thinkin aboutt it. Do I need help ??? Because im not doing it im just carvin it. And thinkin about itt.
If you don't get help you 100% will go back to using, either your drug of choice or a substitute. If you can't afford separate rehab/therapy, go to NA, MA, whatever-A meetings, set yourself down and ask for help. Then shut up and listen. You have a life-threatening illness, and if you don't treat it, ... it won't be good.
I used to do that sh!t so I know what you mean... Its really hard not to do anything but think of the reason why you quit. For someone? something? future? Think of the consequenses if you do it. Think of the people you'll hurt.