I was talking to my cousin yesterday about stuff haha. And then we started talking about sex and she asked me how I want my boyfriend tooo be haha. And I told her. She freaked out, said I was weird, and said she was gonna tell my mom to take me to the mental clinic. I kinda felt sad/hurt because she was serious.
Anyways I told her like I sometimes I have dreams of him RA...PING ME haha. And other extreme stuff. And now I reallywant that. Do you thnk thats weird? Its like I only think about stuff like that with him, not any other guy.
Umm just give me your opinion, and I know some of you have been in a REAL situation when that happend to u, and you didnt want it soo im sorry. Dont hate me or judge me for this, I know its weird.
Oh and I think my cousin freaked out like that because she was literally raped, well thats how she lost her virginity.
its a little different but it not uncommon for a girl to have a fantasy of being raped or abused. I was involved with something kinda like that with this girl and it felt wrong at first, but after like 5 min, something came over me and It was a rush for sure, I gotta admit I kinda liked it. Not something I would do often but I'd do it again for sure. your not crazy and your not alone trust me on that one. you would probably enjoy some bondage I would guess.
well everyone is entitled to theyre own opinion