A Few Questions on Some Serious Issues

Wow… reading this just makes me sad. I really feel for you. However, I have an idea of where your state of mind is. And I know that there one little paragraph of advice from someone on this website won’t be enough. I am going to be honest with you, and tell you that I have been in that state of mind before. I have attempted suicide several times, I was abused (physically and verbally) as a child, I was anorexic as well, my dad committed suicide, I was abused (physically and verbally) at school, and many other things that I had going wrong in my life. I was an unhappy child. My mom tried many different things to fix me. Only one of them worked. I went to see a hypnotherapist. This man was none like any other. after a few months of seeing him, I was smiling again, I didn’t hate anymore, I was optimistic, my school grades got better, and everything in my past was forgotten, and I finally moved on. I have been through hell, but I am happy to say that I have made it out alive and well. I have learned so much. I can understand your pain. I believe that you are a little bit older than I am, so it seems like you have had more pain in your life than I have. I really do want to help you. However, one small piece of writing on a website isn’t enough to fix the past years of your life, and your current problems. I would recommend seeing a hypnotherapist. They are not like normal therapists. I would know because I’ve been to several. I considered this guy to be more of a friend then a therapist. If you are not able to see one, then I would recommend that you find someone who you can at least talk to about your problems. Someone who you can trust and know will help. Someone like me. If you feel like there is no other option, I can help you during this difficult time. Please fun mail me if you feel the need. I will be more than happy to help. I know that you want your life to be better, and I know that you are willing to give an effort to fix things. That is the very first step to fix your life. Please help yourself and do what you need to do, because I hate to see someone’s life fall apart for no reason. Especially your baby. You want your child to be born into a life where he/she will be loved by all, with no negativity. Do what is right for you and your baby. Get help from anyone. Best of luck! I hope I can help!