My (awesome!) poem!

I wrote this when I was 12… What do you think?

I’m missing…

I’m missing. Come and find me Before I pull the trigger Just to watch myself bleed. Before I cut my wrists Just to watch the pattern fade red. Before I overdose Just to get loopy before I die. Before I jump off a bridge I always wanted to die swimming. Before I run into a new lover, a new mistake Because without you I’d die. I’m lost come and find me, And hold me in your arms, Let us soar across the universe, As you say with each other, we can face the world. All the btches and the posers, All the haters and the ases. Maybe even our parents. You know how they are. Is this feeling love? Am I just infatuated? Or am I just crazy? It’s hard to decide. With you. The way you flirt just enough, To leave me wishing I was with you every moment. The way you give me that look, When you know I can’t stand you, That makes me want to melt in your arms. The way you talk about religion, Trying to convince me you want to stay active. But I know deep down, Deep, deep down, You’re sitting, waiting for me to come rescue you from that thing called family. The way you try to be a good example, saying you don’t have a thing for anyone, But I know you do, I try to keep myself from laughing, As you put on your little show, Good luck, It’s not going to work forever. The way you talk about changing, In your body and your mind, You think I can’t hear you when you’re whispering with your friends, When everyone’s around, I may not hear well, But I can always hear you crystal clear. ♥