drinking too much :(

you need to stop. or at least slow down a lot im sure you dont want to become a 14 year old alcoholic it sounds like you just do social drinking you want to let go of your inhibitions and drink because everyone else is and this can be dangerouse, not only becaus4e drink spiking happens at parties but because most of the deaths pwer year are from car accidents and a good percentage of those people were drunk when they were driving or were in a car when a drunk person was driving also because I doubt at your age you know the risks alcholo can affect your growth and fertility if yyou abuse it it also prematurely ages your skin and face contributes to many cancers and other diseases and among many other things, lowers your life expectancy it would be bewst to talk to your family about it tell them you drink, but youd like to stop/cut down a lot and need there help I you come to them for help, theyll most likley help you or talk about it to a teacher, relative, counsellor, ect and remember thats you can say no when someone offers a drink and you can stuill have a good time without being drunk and even without drinking at all maybe find something else to do at the party like be in charge of the music, get a workout by dancing, chat with friends, chat with random people and make new friends, ect you dont need to be drunk to do any of it