Everything is going bad.

You are not alone. People with anorexia usually feel that it is a “control” issue and that they are losing control if they yield to the opinions of counselors and therapists.

What do you do when you have a broken arm? You go to a doctor and do what he says to get better. It’s the same with you. YOU have a broken arm and need to do what the doctor says to get it to heal properly.

When you have a broken arm, you have to yield control to the doctor. He is more knowledgeable and knows how to fix it. If you want it to stay broken then you ignore his advice and treatment.

What do YOU want? Do you want to get well or do you want to DIE? Those are your only choices.

Just remember, it is against the law for these people to harm you. Therefore, it is logical that they really are trying to help you. Trust them, not your brain’s misguided thoughts that are trying to cause you to rebel against their advice.

It is hard for you to consider releasing the control that you “think” you have. YOU only have the control to destroy yourself because of the false image that your brain is feeding you. Relinquish that control to your advisors and you will slowly start gaining health AND happiness.

Don’t be afraid to trust. You have your whole life ahead of you. By trusting now you will be improving your future and the rest of your life.

        Simply a Rose to brighten your day,         And maybe lessen the cares in your way;         And also, too, to help you to know,         That in knowing you, many others grow!

I just can’t do it any more. I feel like I am falling apart. no one understands. I don’t want to talk to people that I don’t know, so they can act like they understand. BUT THEY DON’T! they think they do, they are not the ones with the problem!! why is my life turning out like this. even though I have all these people around me and they think they are trying to help me (by making everything worse) I feel so alone.!!

SOMEONE HELP!

whats wrong?