Im tired of living through this...stage persona!

thedudebrokemyheart. You said it yourself. You are pointing fingers elsewhere and feeling sorry for yourself for nothing. Your sentences above says it all already. You said that you ACT loud and happy but yet you cried yourself to sleep last night. Nobody knows the real you? It’s not that nobody cares to know the real you, it’s that you don’t ALLOW people to know the real you! You ACT. Don’t act and just be yourself. Maybe people will get the know the real you and care if you just let people in. Break this wall you’ve built to protect yourself if that wall makes you feel fake. I know it’s not as easily done as said but you can at least consider my advice.

Crying yourself to sleep is a human thing. Even the richest, prettiest, most famous people still do it. It’s what makes us feel alive. I don’t know about you but I feel a lot better/stronger after I cry. I feel like I’m now free from my misery because I allowed myself to reveal it.

How do you know people don’t care about the real you if you’ve never given them the opportunity to know the real you? I don’t worry much or think about my “strong” friends as much as my friends who show their pain. I find myself caring and loving the friends who come out of their shell and express the real them more.

You would be suprised at how many people does really care about you if you would just reveal your real pain/feelings.

Take care of yourself and please consider my opinion.