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What should I do I feel dirty and in love at the same time ??

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Me and this boy were in my bedroom with my mate watching a film the boy was on the bed with me and my mate was on the floor when the film had finished I turned on the music and some reason we all felt tired so my mate lied on the floor with a pillow while me and him got under the covers were not going out or anything but I really like him . We ended really close in the bed(this sounds really dirty) but anyway ... Our feet were tangled together and we ended holding hands under the covers's and he kept on looking at me smileing I did the same blushing we didn't do anything but it all went dead quiet and he jumped out off the bed dead quickly and said he had 2 go home and he hasn't said a word about what happened is he ashamed and do you think he likes me the same way I like him ?x after this felt dirty because hes younger then me by 2 years and I fell in love with him when I first saw him he nows everything bout me aswell we always hang out as well :(:(xx help ?