My ex boyfriend.

I know this is long, but you won’t be able to give me the right answer unless you know the whole story.

My ex boyfriend was so nice to me when we first went out. He made me a homeade dinner and set up this table with roses in the middle etc. and he would also just get me little things every once in awhile like roses and rings and you know, stuff a girl likes. But then during winter, it’s snowboarding season and I bought a snowboard. He loves to snowboard and he was really good at it. So I thought hey, maybe he could teach me here and there. One day he called me at night and he was at a party with lots of girls b/c I could hear them in the backround and they were talking on the phone here and there. All of a sudden he broke up with me out of the blue. I don’t know why either. We went out for 10 months, I decided not to talk to him because he literally broke my heart. It has been about a year or two now and me and my friends were hangin out and all. We decided to go for a walk and we walked by my ex’s house. He just happened to be outside and he was staring at us. I don’t know if he saw me or what but I know that if I were to ever bump into him, just me and him I would fall. Deep deep down I love him but I just don’t know what to do. My mom won’t approve of him, no one in my family will because he really broke my heart the first time.

Please tell me what you think I should do.