missing part of life

my 2nd semester of fresh yr of college I felt the same way. that was my exact way of describing it I wanted to die but couldnt do it. my depression was genetics and I added to it by doing drugs so if nothing else dont self medicate by getting high, it doesnt work. def talk to your parents and see a dr and take the meds hes prescribes as directed. it does take several wks to a month to work but it does work. hang in there and dont miss a does. life is too short but you do have time to feel better…I never thought it was possible

im so sorry you feel that way but I get that feeling sometimes too. if you have a close friend of a sibling or anyone you trust, you should talk to them and tell them everything. when I was feeling depressed, I didnt go as far as killing myself because life is valuable and you shoul dnever take it for granted. you only live it once. you could join clubs and meet people who have the same problem as you, they’ll understand and you all can help each other along the way together. one time during january through march, I felt there was something inside me and I didnt talk to anyone really and lost nearly half of my friends. once I just kept going and forget that im depressed, I regained my old friends and made new ones.