Ok so I have known this girl forever, we grew up together and are very close. We had a thing once for a little while and it was sexual but out of nowhere she just left. Now I think of her like everyday and I moved out of my house a while ago and while unpacking boxes I found a notebook with an almost love poem like letter in it. She had it planned out to leave when she did but she says she values our friendship and doesn't want to ruin it no matter how much she loves me as more than a friend. Should I just enjoy what we have or find some way to be with her? Please any advice would help
dear please follow your heart to decide what you want to do
I would advice you to do whatever you can to be with her because there is an old saying everything is fair in love and war
and if you have a option to live with someone who cares about you then why leave her
please be with her
No, if I were you, I would just be her friend. If you had known her all your life, then dont risk this friendship. :)