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How do I know if I am mentally ill?

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I know I am not normal, in the head, I think I might be mentaly ill? how can I find out? I am 14 years old and I cant stop having violent graphic fantasys that I cant controle, weird holusinations I can feel and I have phases were I am either suicidaly depressed (on the floor screaming and crying wanting to die) or over the top happy (running around screaming about how happy I am, litterally) I cant control my mood at all, most people think I take drugs because of how out of hand I can get, and I have been questioned to do, but I've never taken a drug in my life, I think I have or am deveoping an illness none of my friends have this, and I want to find out if I do thank you, I need some ansews xxx