Last night me and some friends went to McDonald's to grab a bite. Well, someone decided that we go to the park afterwards. Now keep in mind that this happened at like 12:00am. We arrived at the park and everyone started to feel a little..well, kinky. 2 of us were gay and me and the two other guys were straight, including my crush. My lesbian friend came by me and started to hug me and playfully I followed not thinking much of it. But then she started to leave kisses on my neck and holding me, like a guy would. I felt very uncomfertable and asked her to stop because the guy I liked was looking. She was trying to convert my sexuality by making me become bi! I kept telling her to stop and she said things like, "well he doesn't feel the same about you like you do for him" I stood there and dumbfounded and I told her he actually did like me. She got disappointed and walked off into the streets and my crush just stood before me and held me tightly. I felt like I had lost a really good friend, but does what I did make me dirty and bi?
I'm pre-supposing in answering this question, that the person who asked the question, along with others who might be reading answers to this question, are of legal of to consent in their appropriate jurisdiction, along with in the proper social setting for such conduct to take place.
One thing that I read left me wondering: was it that you didn't want the guy you were with seeing that you might have a sexual experience with a female, or that you truly didn't want to have a sexual experience with a female? The statement that I read was that because a guy you like was looking. This didn't indicate whether you would have let things go further if you and your female "friend" were along together or in a setting where the guy of your interest wasn't anywhere to be found.
Perhaps you're not 100% sure about your inclinations. That's okay. Also, how do you know that the guy wasn't going to want to join in with the both of you, for a really hot 3-way or something? Or, do you know for a fact that this guy wouldn't approve of you making out with a woman sometimes, then him at other times? Watching a gal get flirty of affectionate with other women might just give him more to be hot and bothered over you about...
Good luck.
There is no reason for you to feel dirty. What happened to you that was all right; this lesiban girl initiated someting, and you stopped her. One thing became clear: you are not lesbian. Maybe, but only maybe!, you could have asked that boy who you liked if he wanted to step closer if he was so wondering :)
u did the right thing. u have no reason feeling dirty. u resisted peer presure. if u see her again tell her u got no intension becoming a les. and if she can't befriends with u anymore, it isn't ur fault
