What if I can barely talk to him?

You need to read the book “He’s just not that into you”…

Giving the gap between the two of you. It sounds like anything is possible. Don’t jump to conclusions though, you need proof that he was cheating which is hard to get.

I’m just curious though, why is that you two don’t talk? A relationship between two people is like having a best friend, only that best friend is someone your physically attracted too. I don’t see that happening here, you guys need to work on that. At this rate I don’t know how long the relationship will last. Improve on your communication, being able to talk to your boyfriend shouldn’t be a challenge. You two have to work on this together though, you can’t have an imbalanced input of effort. Or else that just throws the whole relationship off.

Another thing I’m curious about is, why doesn’t he make time to see you? I know plenty of people that have relationships that parents don’t approve of. That doesn’t mean they’re suddenly just going to give up or not talk to each other. I’m just going to take a risky guess and say hes trying to avoid you. A boy/girlfriend should be someone that you can’t wait to go to. I don’t see that happening here.

Hope this helps.