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I am self conscious of everything about my body I hate myself but my boyfriend loves me. He is 5 years older than me . We went to the movies and he leaned over and kissed me but I think he missed and he started like breathing into my mouth(he also has really bad breathe really weird like and he tasted really bad he is my first real boyfriend I have had a fear of boys ever since I was 14 and my best friends friend tried to forse me. Now I cant be close with my boyfriend.we get along well we enjoy each other but I cant get intimate because I am afraid he will take advantage of me or he is going to taste like something crawled up there and died. I like to hang out but he wants sex and keeps asking me but when I say no he throws a fit and gets pissed and hits am I being to picky about how he is He works for my dad but he loves me what can I do to be a better girlfriend and kisser for him because my eyes stay open I continued watching the dark night while he was triing to make out I cant do it what is wrong with me somebody please We can fool around but we cant kiss What do I do