Tell her or not

So I liked this really cute girl for a long time and she was a really close friend and this year we kinda grew apart just due to things we are doing.. But I have a decision to whether to move with my dad or to stay here with my mom and before I make that decision I want to know what she would think or do if I tell her how much I loved her and cared about her so should I tell her or not..

Here is my message I was going to send her..revise?sound good?or what?

Hey I dont really know how to say this so just bare with me …it doesnt really sound good from a guy writer stand point but I think it at least gets the point across

I know you know this or at least probably suspected but since I never actually said it.I thought I might need to… Since theres a chance (depending on my own decision) whether I will or will not b going to stony point in the fall.I thought I better tell you how much feelings I had for you or how much I actually liked you to be honest I dont know how much I did but it was like where you hear you have butterflies in your stomach (well it was along those lines) I dont really want to sound cleshay(?) but its the way it was. Though from time to time I do think about you or miss you I guess would be a better phrase. Well I think thats all but it seemed longer in my head before I wrote this though I summarized a lot… It wud b nice to see you sometime in case I do decide not to b here in a couple months..

                             Hope your having a good summer

P.s. I dont know if this will Change things or what things would/will Change because of this..just thought u Might want to know for sure or w/e