should I send this or not?

I don’t really know how to say this so just bare with me…it doesnt really sound good from a guy writer type stand point but I think it at least gets the point across

I know you know this or at least probably suspected but since I never actually said it.I thought I might need to… since theres a chance (depending on my decision) whether I will or will not be going to stony point in the fall.I thought I better tell you how much feelings I had for you or how much I actually liked you to be honest I don’t know how much I did or how to describe it but its like where you hear you have butterflies in your stomach (well it was along those lines) I dont want to sound corny but its the only way I guess.from time to time I do think about you or miss you I guess would be a better phrase now. well I think that is all but it did seem longer in my head before I wrote this though I summarized a lot…

                            hope your having a good summer

p.s. I don’t know if this will change things or what things would/will change because of this.. just thought you should know..well for sure anyways

I don’t know if I should’ve sent this but here it is so yea…