No longer a Virgin

So me and my best friend, had sex, very short sex, but definitly intercourse. Anyway.. very exciting story; long story short, I fingered her for about an hour and played with her thong and just that whole area massaging her clit at the same time fingering her (yeah one hand :D) I can’t describe her personality, but it made her in my bed and the experience way better… and including the lights being off. I can’t stop thinking about it! ahh! I mean, I’ve fingered one other girl about a year ago, and we were best friends for 2 years.

anway..

now.. I think she is trying to play mind games with me. She is almost completely ignoring me, paying attention to these other guy friends a lot more. She used to come over a ton and hang out, and even watch me take a shower! which just started a few days before we had sex., (she’s my neighbor too) now, I invited to her again to my soccer practice today, I reminded her after we got of the bus together about it. same time as usual, and she just blew it off.

now I’m not texting her or talking to her until she thinks somethings wrong, and begs me to be her best friend again.. and talk to her. I’m surprised shes not all over me, but I think she’s trying to get me to do the same thing and blow up her phone with texts. anyway, is this the right thing? shouldn’t she be attatched to me, I want some more of what happened! it was amazing, and she actually moaned,,, faintly. so I know it definitly felt good.