Menstrual depression?

Premenstrual dysphoric disorder, or PMDD, is a debilitating set of symptoms associated with the part of a woman’s cycle that precedes her menstrual period. PMDD is also a psychiatric term for a major mood disturbance. “Dysphoria” derives from a Greek word meaning “distress” or “hard to bear,” and is used by the psychiatric and medical community as a diagnostic term. It generally refers to a type of depression.

Unlike PMS (the familiar set of discomforts occurring about a week before the onset of menstrual flow), PMDD symptoms are so severe that a woman’s day-to-day activities are completely disrupted. Premenstrual dysphoric disorder is relatively rare, affecting about three to eight percent of women.

http://menstrualdisorders.morefocus.com/articles/pmdd-and-menstruation/index.php

PMS

um…yeah it’s called PMS but if you are depressed other times too you need to talk with your doctor about it…what exactly are you talking about by close calls? you mean suicide? being depressed and having suicidal thoughts are two complet differant things and are even treated differantly. Either way it will help to talk to someone about what exactly is going thru your head when your having these “close calls”