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Should I pursue my love for the boy next door?

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I have been neighbors with the same guy for over 10 years now. we grew up together, and we were really close until the past 2 years. we were always very flirty toward each other and even after he got in a relationship he tried to kiss me and as bad as I wanted to kiss him I knew it wasnt right. we started to grow apart because we were growing up and now I never see him anymore. I noticed how strong my feelings were for him after we started to seperate and I told him, but he told me that he was with this girl at the moment. so for the past year and a half they have been together and everyday I have had hope that maybe things would change and we would be together but it hasnt. like I said I have been stuck on him for 2 years and I have tried EVERYTHING to get over him. I have had a lot of boyfriends thinking that I could like them just as much as I do him but no matter what I do it all goes back to him and I miss him and just want to be with him. something inside keeps telling me to hold on to him but I know its time to let him go but I just dont know how to. does anybody have advice on whether I should give up on him or keep hope that maybe oneday things will change? if you can help please do...