I think I'm in love...but I don't know what to do:/

This girl, let’s call her Jane, makes my stomach flip everytime I think about her. I’ve known jane for a while now. Jane makes me feel special. I’ve liked other girls before…but not like I like Jane. She is amazing:) I dream about her, we talk and text all the time, and the feeling I get when I’m around her is indescribably wonderful. There’s just one little problem…Jane has a boyfriend…two years older than us. And when I see him, let’s call him Ed, it makes me so mad. I can’t stand Ed anymore. I hate being around him and he makes me sick.

Sometimes…like tonight…I get real sad/mad/depressed/sorryformyself/irritable/upset and it puts a lot of stress on me. I hate it. Jane and Ed have been dating for a year now. And it looks like there’s no end and no hope for me. Don’t get me wrong…Ed was one if my best friends…and I don’t want to hate him.

What shall I do? I can’t move on…and I won’t forget about Jane. She is the most wonderful girl I’ve ever met.