I love him, he loved me, he love her.

im very pleased if someone really read this and help me.

so, heres the thing, I met this guy, like for 2 months ago, he was going out with my friend, then breakup with her because of me.

I liked him before, but let go of him because hes with my friend, but when he told me he like me too, I was like, YAY. we were so cLose, we were bestfriend. we are really good together, when, one day, he ask me out, but, he’s someone special to me, and I dont wanna change anything.

I dont want to have relationship with him because, later, when we fight and stuff, we are not gonna be the same anymore.

so I just say.. lets just be friends.

I thought he’s cool wit that.

after I found out, one week later, hes going out with someone else. he didnt tell me, he said, he didnt want to hurt me.

and, ya, it hurtsss sooo bad. I cried. but then, I just pretend im ok, and we’re friends again.

close friend.

howeverr, one night, I was drunk btw, I said to him bad things. I was like.. you hurt me, why did you do that to me. and he said you keep on mentioning thiss and he said hes going. I and I was like, okaay, my life would be better without you.

I regret those thing I said, I didnt mean it, I was drunk. but, he cant forgive me. and stopped talking to me. and.. my life is absolutely nothing without him. and im to afraid to talk to him again, im afraid hes gonna ignore me.

when I said sorry, he said, im tired. thats all.

what should I do? my life would really suxx without him.