Are you proud of smoking!!??

Well I started smoking when I was fourteen cause I thought it was kool and then at fifteen I was already addicted so I smoked even heavier when I lost my mate and then I kept smoking cause I thought it was kool and I am eighteen now and my left lung is full of tar and I find it hard to sleep at night and can’t do much exercise that gets my heart pumping because it ends up with me gasping for my breathe and me clutching my left side in pain. I only gave up smoking a couple of weeks ago but yea I used to think smoking was so cool and bad as$ until now. and also I kinda didn’t care about myself but now it’s different I broke up with my ex in jan and recently I been getting my life back on track and sorting out what I want. So yea I used to b and now I feel like a real idiot for even starting.

Proud of smoking?? Hardly! Worried that I do…oh yes. I know I should “just quit”…and have tried many times and failed. I’ve been smoking now for 40 years, and I wish like he*l I’d never started.

You stick your guns, and don’t start up again…and congrats on your very good sense!!

phrannie