Broken hearted.

I haven't been the same since my boyfriend, whom I did love, left me. That was four months ago. I also lost my friends due to stupid reasons at the same time. I have had two realationships since. One of them was totally wrong for me so I ended it. The other was more tragic. He really wasn't interested - made a fool of me - yeah one of those guys, if you get what I mean. So really, I'm love sick. I'm hurting and I don't know how to deal with it. I can't deal with the pain. My heart is still broken. I thought about writing a letter to my old friends to make peace. I don't want my ex back! I'm just hurt is all and I don't know how to be happy anymore. The guys that I've been dating lately are real jerks. The guys that do like me... I don't want to get close to them. I'm just not happy anymore.

well.. I'm a guy so I dont know if I'll be able to help u.. but I guess it's somethin that you get over as time goes by.. I mean *I* had a pretty serious relationship with a girl and it took me about 4-5 months to get over her COMPLETELY. so it might take some more time, just hang on and do stuff with family or somethin, that way you will eventually forget about him