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Who am I supposed to be?
what am I supposed to do with my life? like whats everyones purpose? are we really just supposed to live and die and thats it? theres gotta be a reason. I just dont know anymore. one minute people tell me they love me and how wonderful I am and how they dont know how they’d live with out me and the next minute they cant stand me. eh pretty normal human behavior. no one knows what they want. and what we want is always changing. Love is always changing. And should you change to someone elses liking if it would be an improvement. I mean if you even can? I dont know. sometimes I think you are you and thats how you will always be but on the other hand people are always changing and developing into completely different people. so bassically if you willingly change for yourself. its all good. wow I dont even remember why I started typing anymore. sorry I ramble. but it seems like no matter what I do I cant make my father or boyfriend happy. They both seem to want me to grow up. well im 16. and im getting there. but they both have their own ideas about who they want me to be. and as for me. I dont even know what I want for myself anymore. I love both of them so much and I want to make them happy. but… how do I know what to do and who to be?
Thanks =]
Thanks =]
alright
I don’t know any more either. But it’s not like others expect much from me. I expect things from myself. Not even that much, but it drives me mad these days not knowing what it is any more. I must forget what everything is so I can see it properly and objectively once again…if I ever did in the first place!!
Thanks for the advice.and that sounds good.except if I just ran away for a day my dad would freak.lol.that is if he noticed.honestly I could leave for a day and have no one know any different. and how do I figure out what it is I want in life? all I know is that I want control over who I am and what im doing. Im so sick of people getting mad at me because im not perfect. they arent either I just dont point it out to them because thats who they are and it’s never going to change. how do I make everyone happy with out loosing myself?
you’re having one of those moments. we all go through them. I’ve had my fair share so far.
I think about it like this. Does it matter if we have a purpose in life? It’s not like we have a job while we live. it doesn’t matter what other people want you to be. if you stop and think what would happen if you just stopped trying to be what they wanted you to be and just start doing random things. unexpected. Why not? what’s keeping you from not saying a single word for a whole day. or one day just get up early and leave to somewhere random and not come back until the next morning? Life gets dull and it drives me mad sometimes. keep yourself in a state of thought. I feel you I know what you’re going through but you just have to stop an think about what it is you want out of life not what someone else has planned for you
If you want someone to talk to that understand funmail me
I love helping people. it’s what I do to help myself from falling into your current situation. (I’m a guy by the way lol)
hey…cheer up girl… dont put urself as small as an ant… in this world theres no body is perfect… I advice you just b urself… look into your heart and find urself…
do good things surely can make you father happy… and to your boyfriend, just love them like he loved u…
remember… nobody is perfect.. to the people that trying to change u, follow them if you think it is good to follow…n dont ever follw if it is wrong…k
god bless… b urself…your father and your boyfriend love you 4 sure, they love you the way you are…k?
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