How can I forgive my mom for what she's done?

I have given advice to people on this this sit but I cant give myself any advice.

My mom used to to hit me and do drugs and the cops dont care. My mom still thinks imma virgin and im not and my mom keeps asking me really weird questions. I cant talk to my mom and I cant even look her in the eyes n-e more. shes gotten me a lot of help but now I think she needs it. im strong but my mom has done a lot to tear me down. my mom used to let her boyfriends hit me, abuse me, rape and mealest me. there was nothing I could do. my mom duznt seem to care. shes even tried to kill my once. she said she rather know where I am than out in the streets. sometimes I want to say that she belongs in hell and she deservs to burn for eternity. but im not that mean. because when im like that im just a verstion of her. what do I do and how do I forgive my mom for what shes done and put me through evn though she duznt care???

It's a shame that the police don't belive you as they should take every matter seriously and accordingly. I am sorry to read that you had to go through what you did.

Indeed you are a strong individual and the best possible way you can help your mom is by asking her to take counelling sessions in order to identify the reasons for her mis-behaviour and the way she seems to be treating you.

If it helps, you can talk to a trusted adult, friend or relative about the situation to relive you of the stress.

As for forgiveness, that all depends on you and when your ready to forgive your mom. Try talking to your mom and let her know of what affect this is having on you, and maybe she will come round to her senses.

Hope I have helped you.

If you dont mind me asking where is your dad. If he is around tell him if not tell someone in your family about it and go live with them and cut all ties with your mom until she gets her act together and can be a mother to you.

You have to want to forgive her otherwise you can't love is the only way.

move out

your mom didnt do anything right to you anht to be angry at you and I think what your d you have all right to be angry with her but I think your mom need phychatric treatment. you should console a doctor and maybe go into rehab, I think you should go find a job and keep away from your mom for sometime.if you are below 18 you will have to be sent to a house but I am sure you are 18 sp you can get a job and stay at your place. even though your mom maybe angry at what you after she gets better she'll understand why you did it another option is going to college, just work hard there and you wont be in your mom's company and your just securing your own future