What can i do?? my life sucks...

I have such a suckish life. I have friends, but they're not exactly good. They talk behind my back all the time.

My family barely has any money. I'm typing this on a school computer as we speak. I go to a public school, so it's not like I have to pay...

for it.

Just recently I cheated on my essay... I know how bad that is, so no telling me it's wrong... I was sooo busy and the teacher wouldn't let me change the date I give it to her. Soon I only had one night to do it so I kinda forced myself to cheat even though I would have never dreamed of it... And now I got caught, and half of my class, including my crush knows about it.

I'm also overweight. I'm 145 pounds at 5'2. I know that's not extremely overweight, but it's still fat... people at my school call me fat...

I also am getting bad grades no matter how hard I try. Just all the business is getting in the way of homework, making my grades drop to failing grades!!! I never have time!!!

I also have a learning disorder, making me feel so much dumber, as with my class and teachers thinking of me as dumb.

So seriously, I have no idea how to get out of this... especially with the homework, friends, and the essay I cheated on... Any advice on how to fix this?

ya know what first thing, just make the best of all of the good points of your life. remember its not what might suk its what doesn't that matters.
secondly your not fat I am 196 at age 14 and im only 5'4 so don't tell urself that your fat okay please.
third your teacher is a b!tch, nuff said.
fourth all the people in your class are a%$holes, they don't know what your going through so f$%k them,
fifth DON'T LISTEN TO what ANYBODY SAYS ABOUT U (UNLESS ITS GOOD THINGS) OKAY please JUST KNOW IN your HEART THAT you ARE A WONDERFUL PERSON, THATS ALL THAT MATTTERS.

If your friends are talking bad things about you - they are NOT your friends - can't choose your family but you can choose your friends, get new ones - learn from getting caught and stick to doing the right thing in the future - life is choices, make Good ones - know at your age, kids are going to be cruel at times with words but they're just that, 'words' - ignore them being immature - ask for help with your studies from adult, willing friend, or a tutor - don't worry, you're going to be just fine...Take care !!

hi u.
I've felt that way 2. trust me.I have mental health disorders, I've had a drug problem, family problems.. gone through TONS of councelors...I recently dropped out. and I've been suicidal too. I take meds and there for I've gained a lot of weight. life iz a b***h! you just got to keep going and realise that you can always change how your life goes. I've cleaned up and decided thats not da life I want to live. so there for...
**im going to get an education
**go 2 college
**get and stay healthy
**live the life I wusnt able 2 as a kid and provide a great life to my kids...
you know???well...if you ever want to talk...u can add me on myspace...do you have one??? if so hit me up.
take care.

well if you have nothing else to do you can study,its the only way to get out of your place..get to a good college and get a good job,screw your friends,make new ones,if you join a football team,loose the weight,girls will be running to you...and I mean cheerleaders(it happens)then you will see all you friend come crawling back to you

its the law of attraction, the more you think about how bad your life is right now the more you will attract it whether you like it or not.. thinking positive and feeling it at the same time is the key to everything...it may sound ridiculous to you but it does...message me when you want to talk..

look !!!about the cheating stuff and your stupit friends ...just forget it ,it comes and goes believe me people do terrible things and they live with this and im sure every single person including your teacher have done something embarrassing in their life if not then they will,when I was reading your post I felt that you are just loaded with all this stuff you experiencing now..but its not tragic...some people have situations where they cant change anything and they take it and live with it.and look at your life from a brigither side.you are young you are not a handicap.the weight problem is something we can manage well its hard I know because I have some ,sometimes but come on!!! ...f*** those who call you fat they are just not your people,and about bad grades its just you not working too hard because believe me if you work hard you going to get feedback,just one thing you should ask yourself are you really doing everything to the maxim...and if you see there is something I could do better then that is the answer why you dont get what you want!!! good luck with everything and let yourself choose people to be with dont let be chosen it is so borring...

Well done! You admitted you cheated, I'm very proud of you. What you did was wrong but don't pay out on yourself forever. We all make mistakes. Your so called friends don't sound very friendly. I'm sure your family is doing the best they can with what they have. Have you spoken to your family about your grades and that your needing help. Maybe there is someone close to you that may be willing to help you with homework. Another thing, YOU ARE NOT DUMB! Yeh you may be finding classes hard, sometimes we have a lot of other things we need to do that gets in the way of studying. This is something you need to talk to your family about. Communicate with them. Let them know your struggling. You cannot change what you don't acknowledge. Take care

1.If yiou have friends that talk bab about you behind your back they're really not your friends
2.Talk to your friends tell them how you are felling.1.I understand how you fell but you need to get new friend hang out with them see how far you will go.

Your life do not have to suck
just say out loud now Jesus
I believe and I receive you in
my heart please help me I also
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