I'm not anorexic but.. I hate eating

I'm not anorexic BUT.. I hate eating.
I like never eat and when I do its something small like a sandwich.
One week I wont eat the next I'll snack and the next Ill pig out. After I pig out I starve myself again.. But I don't want to.. I cant help it.
I look at myself and I'm totally disgusted with what I see.

I'm not anorexic though because I DO eat. And I'm overweight. and... well other things..

What's wrong??

hOW OLD are U ??
Even though you dont feel hungry still eat...
and think when you are starving urself ...2y am I stavring myself'???
Ten eat like uve neva eatin before :D
xxx

I'm 15...

Thats the problem.. I cant make myself eat UNLESS its the week I eat...

I think there is a misconception here, to be aneroxic doesn't nessesarily mean that you don't eat at all! Not eating sufficent enough calories or eating very little througout the day can mean that you are anorexic. You need to get down to the root of the problem are you going through a lot of stress, is it a body issue, do you feel pressured by your friends and family as being not good enough. Coming from someone that used to be aneroxic my family was going through a divorce at the time, I felt like my life was going out of control the only thing that was within my control was my eating. I wouldn't eat or I would throw up when I did eat. I felt secure that there was something that I could have control in in my life. Maybe you should talk to someone about this issue.

But Im not anaeroxic =/

I mean... I am going thru things..

Parents are fighting and more then likey going to split.
If I bring home bad grades I cant go anywhere or do anything for a month. (no cell, no computer, nothing)
I dont feel good enough for myself or anyone else.
I constantly feel as if people are stareing at me and judging me.
I was picked on ALL the time when I was little. (being fat and ugly) 5th grade to 8th grade)

-shrugs- I dont think thats why though... I honestly think I look like a whale.

From what you describe you have all the classic symptoms. We can't give you medical advice, but I stronly recommend you get some help. It's frankly not normal to hate eating & also think you look like a whale.

If you are happy to funmail me your weight and height I will work out your BMI for you.

By the way, you are almost certainly what the medical profession would class as anorexic.