Something wrong with me

I'm so weird...Please,please don't be mean,but...
I want to be insane. Like,some extreme or bizarre mental disorder. Schizophrenia or sociopath. I just think it'd be interesting to live a life as one.
Ughh,what do I do?
Do I keep trying?
Or get the...

f*** over it?

Get the hell over that thats no way to live dont you want to be happily married and have a wonderful family live life to the fullest extent?

yeaa get over it..if you were ment to b crazy you would have been born that way

You can't make yourself be like that...either you are or you aren't.

Obviously something is wrong with you...but it's not a treatable disorder.

Get over it...

TRYING to have a mental disorder isn't gonna do anything. They're not something you can make yourself have. And if you ever developed one, you wouldn't want it. Even if it's a simple one like depression. It's different having one.

So to answer your question.. you get the f*** over it.

I wish every day I didn't have my mental disorders. Not only is it hard to live with but it is also expensive. All the therapy, the meds that never work, the weight you gain, and also the feeling of being alone and abnormal. I have no idea why anyone would WANT a mental disorder.

THAT COULD BE A PROBLEM!!! YOU SHOULD NOT TRY TO HAVE A MENTAL DISSORDER!!! I HAVE OCD AND GAD AND BIPOLAR DISSORDER!!! THEY ARE NOT FUN!!

YOU DO NOT WANT TO HAVE A DISORDER. GET OVER IT THEY ARE NOT FUN!!!

Where on earth did you get the idea that having a mental disorder is FUN and INTERESTING?

But hey, guess WHAT??

You already seem to have one...go see a psychiatrist..

I really think that you want to try on other people's lives for a while so you can have that been there, done that attitude. Why not trying acting.