What's a special idea to see my ex again?

my boyfriend and I broke up a few days ago and I am devestated. we were the perfect couple. completley crazy about eachother. we had our minor tiffs but never anything to be worried about. We are both going to different colleges in the end of august, resulting in a 3 hr difference. My now ex, said he would not be able to do it because he is not capable of dealing with the distance and being upset when he is starting his new chapter in his life. which I understand. we decided to break up now, so the pain isnt as bad later on and we cant live a basic lie for the remainder of time. I have not been myself since we broke up cant sleep cant eat, and I miss him so much. we havent really spoken. we spoke once because I needed to ask him something and he said he did miss me and part of him wants to work it out but the other part says he knows he cant. He is at work today (15 min away) and I really need to see his face. I need a special idea or anything. help me please. -desperate.

Oh my goodness your story made me soo sad. I truly feel bad for you and I don't think anyone deserves that. I know if that was me, I couldn't help myself.. I would cry when I saw him and just want to melt into his arms. If you want to do something special for him maybe you should make him a scrapbook or a cd with songs that remind you of him and so on. Something personal and something that he will take with him when he leaves and remember you by. I hope you are going to be ok. If you need someone to talk to feel free to mail me. Good luck.