Scared to lose my true love

Okay so im in love with this guy and im so happy but with every relationship I've had theres always been a problem but with him I cant find one so I nit pic till I do I've cheated on him and every thing and I know that I dont deserve him but I dont know what to do I cant loose him because that would be the death of me but im afraaid if I keep acting like this I will and I dont know what to do he perfect in every way and he says that im his perfect girl were each others better half and he told me that he wants to marry me after high school but if I c\keep acting like this im scard ill loose him for ever so please help me!!!

if you loved him the way you say you do ..then cheating wouldnt even cross your mind...

hey I completely understand ...im the exact same way and he says that word for word ...thats crazy but from what im doing right now I got a new job thats 40 hours a week and I dont see him a lot so when im with him im so excited to see him and dont think of anything else and have stopped talking to a lot of the guys and realized that he is the one for me. If you really do care for him try and make it a point to fill out your day and not see him as often as you usually would for like a week and see how it makes you feel not to be around him. it worked for me I hope it works for you -dani