Feeling like a prisoner in my home...

I hardly see the point in livin anymore because my life, well I dont actually have a life czu my daily rutin is wakin up going to school comin home onthe bus *times 5days* and I go to church on sunday. the only time I get out of the house is during school or while im at church, which I hate. and I hate bein at home because all my parents do is yell and scream at me or each other. I live far out in the boonies that I cant even sneak out to go places because they all live in town and there aint anyone livin near me cept old people. my parents are so strict and they think where even I go im going to get raped or somethin going to happen to me, so I never get to go anywhere with friends unless my parents like interregate their parents but usually my frineds end up not bein my friends after thathappens so I gave up. im literally a prisoner in my home, and I don't know how much longer I can take it. I was looking toward my future for college but now my paretns arnt even going to help me to pay fo rit unless I live at home. please help I don't know how much more of this I can take!

dude.. same thing here. same thing. I have been going thru it for years.. get used to it girl. it aint changin.. plus.. I cant even go to school! so consider urself lucky

I remember living out in the middle of nowhere, yes it sucks, especially on a farm. I remember waking up at 4:30 every morning just to feed the animals then having to walk 1/2 a mile to catch the bus. I hated not having a life as a kid, but guess what, we grow up, move away, and make lives for ourselves. Just hang in there, I know that you probably hear that all the time, but now that I'm older I wouldn't have wanted to grow up any other way. I really was sheltered from all of the horrible things in the world as a kid, and thank god, because I feel that it attributed to who I am today. Things look bleak now, but when you are older you will have a different outlook on things.

well I just got to go away to school this year and im already a sophmore so ya I had to be home skooled till then.

bet a moter cycle and just ripp it up in the woods any thing like that to get your mind off your fam. and out of the house I just go in to the woods and shoot my guns when I want to get out or I mt bike some times ripp it up on dirt bikes

You guys have to live off the small things.
Routine life just makes days go faster.
Do Litlle things to improve your days.
Even the tiniest little things can keep us alive.
I live in Scotland and I go to school every day Mon-Fri, but I try to change things around abit, even the tinest little bit and you feel a lot better honestly.
Don't just give up. We all have to keep going..
Try Your best to stop the shouting.
But if everything fails you have to keep yourself going.

Alex

"I hardly see the point in livin anymore because my life"

That's not the answer to solving this. You don't have to have your parents look at your friends from school, just don't tell them. Unless you trust your friend enough to not leave you after your parents annoy you.

You can also be my friend if you want. I promise I won't ask anything like where you live or what your last name is. I'm no stalker

Good luck!

wow that must suck your best bet is to either earn your parents trust somehow someway or let your parents help you pay for college and stay at home till you finish college and move out then your d0ne!!!