Why am i so sad?

I think I'm going mad.
I'm deeply unhappy when I should be estatic.
I have a loving family and wonderful boyfriend but I'm still sad.
I push away and fight with the people I love so badly that one day they wont come back.
Please help me
I don't...

know what to do...

maybe try thinking of everything that your family and boy friend has done for you and what they sacrifice for you every time you want to push them away or fight with them... I know that sounds like a lame answer but its true... just be thankful and happy. look at the glass 1/2 full rather than 1/2 empty...

are you unhappy becuase something is bothering you? or is it just because... ?

look at the positive side of things and be happy =]

your not going mad. People who are going mad think they are gettin saner. you shud really talk 2 a doctor or someone. It really does help.

I was in the same situation except I would gett happy and then be totaly upset again even when nothing happened it turned out that these mayjor mood swings were caused by bipolar disorder you might want to look into it I am on medication for it and doing much much MUCH better

hope I helped

Its ok to be angry sometimes but just remember that the people that you are pushing away are just trying to help you. You have a wonderful life that you should fulfill. Maybe your just going through stress.