No really know's the real me! and I dont know how to tell them.

For the past year or two I have felt as if somehing in my life was not right!
I have found out what it is, Inside I know I am GOTH and I do have goth friends but my whole family and most of my friends would not see bein goth the way I do, some of my friends are quite annoying by skiting sub-culture's such as Goth and emo Ect. and even my older brothers think I am exactly like they are. which I am not!
I cant talk to them, I cant talk to my parents as they wouldnt understand, I feel as if if I talked to my main group of friends they may take it and say ohh well he is our friend let's lt him do his thing but some of them are really insensative sometimes.
I just feel as if I have no where to turn to, No 1 to talk to about things I like
And I feel as if no one will understand me!
I see my self a a crossroad not knowing which way to turn! I dont think I will be accepted as who I really am

Well, why you want people to know? I mean, even if they know you, what can they do?

I understand you. No one understands me.

I dont trust anyone. Except for some of my friends. Usually I dont chat with them much.
To be frank, I only have 2 friends. The rest I dont treat them as friends. I treat them as mates.

So now, I keep stuffs to myself. I've learned to be independent. To be able to survive alone. Maybe you should learn that too.

I hope everything's fine for you. Good luck! ^^

well your not alone, heaps of other people are goth
you just need to make sure your actually goth, and not the new type that includes wearing crap from hot toppic and all that
theres nothing wrong with being a goth
in a way its a bit like emo (most people wouldnt think so)
you wear all black and listen to music with lots of emotions
with your parents...you never know
a lot of parents used to ge a bit goth or punk back in the day, and rebelled against the mainstream in there teens
so they might know were your comming from
if not theyll probably think its a faze or something
be true to yourself though
you have every right to feel the way you do
and you shouldnt feel like you have to hide or be ashamed of who you are
so tell your friends
if there true friends theyll stick by you and support your decision
if not, they probably only care about whats "cool"
(again...thats a faze!)
dont hide who you really are
of course not everyone will like you, but not everyone will dislike you
...with every sub--culture, genre of muic, stereotype, ect
theres people who like it and people who dont
so stay true to yourself and accept that

Im emo, and I totally understand. all of all of my friends try to change me, so I usually talk to my friends ex--boyfriend...because we hate each other, but sometimes he understands. you just have to turn to someone who has been in that situation.

your acting like your comin out of the closet its no big deal who cares who you are except for u.I mean if you really think acceptance is worth all your heart ache by all means beat urself up but isnt the golden rule of being goth not giving a $hit what anyone thinks about u.be who you want to be if your happy thats all that really matters and if they cant accept that then f+ck em isnt that the goth way

Just make sure you stay on the positive/uplifting road in life...Take care !!

WHAT DO YOU THINK "GOTH IS??" I MEAN REALLY THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH IT... BUT WHAT SIDE OF "GOTH" ARE YOU???

there is nothin wrong wth goth

I have found out in life one should not spend too much energy thinking about what others think of you. As long as you are a good person inside, it does not matter what clothes you wear, the music you listen to, the tv shows you watch. Just be yourself. Believe it or not you can be a successful Goth -- look at H.I.M. & Voltaire

At your next family get together let them know you are Goth proudly wear a t-shirt to add a little humor to it :
http://www.buzzymultimedia.com/real-friends-tshirt.html