Need a change!

Kay so I have this idea, it's crazy I told my friend about it and she said she would go along with it.
So I have decided im going to change my whole life.
Im going to stop talking to everyone I no, im going to change my nickname (or atleast try too).
Im going to change how I dress, and how I act. And like how I look all together.
Im going to get a new job.
I just need to change, how do I come across this, like how do I explain to my close friends to stop calling me certain things.
And is it possible when you get a job to ask them to not call you by your name?
I just need sumthing new I hate my life now.
I was thinkin suicide at first because im depressed and thats the first thing I think of.
But then all this came to mind, and in thought it could make sence.
Like I wish I could leave the city to do all this but I dont have anyways to move.
So how do I explain this to people.
I just dont want to be jasmine no more.

Do you know why you have this pressing urge to change? Is there a reason behind the depression?
Well, the best way would be to move also - then you could change your name and no one would no but if you're in school that could be a bit difficult. If you do move, you could simply work around with small jobs to sustain your traveling. Tell your coworkers and friends that your new name is a nickname. This is most likely what everyone will then use to address you.
It might be best to get a change. You might need a new routine. This seems rather drastic, but it might not last forever. Make sure you have some back-up savings.

-Realilly

Ok, well honestly... look at the world around you.. god's earth is beautiful, there is no need for suicide.. I would suggest you went ahead and seeked a pyschiatrist... they could have a better answer for you.. honestly, and good luck. :]