My grandpa died...

am I a bad person because I dont want to go to his funural and lay out..

No your not.But you need to go.It will make you feel better,and you can say what you never got to say before.

yeah but I didnt love him he was just my grandpa

It won't make you a bad person, but it would be a show of respect to attend - He was family - I don't know you or the circumstances, but there is a chance that later in life, you will wish you had attended.

Dear 072306,
It's okay not to attend funerals. Some people wish to remember their loved ones as they were; alive and smiling. He was your Grandfather but you stated you didn't love him without explanation so speak with a parent explaining that you would prefer not to go and that this isn't a sign of disrespect but one of preference. Perhaps the talk with a parent will do you good.
Sue...good luck