If you seek my life - newest song

This song I recently wrote is called If You Seek My Life,long story about the meaning

Going through so much pain every time I wake up in the morning
Looking around at my surroundings ashamed of what I see
I just can't stand the life I live and have had...

for so many years
Nobody knows how I feel cause I always surpass my emotions on the outside world
Loosing so much hope whenever something bad happens to me
It feels like I lost my name that I stood for before this ever happened
That's all I'll probably ever know!

It's time to set the limits of how I navigate the rest of my life
You want to know what has got to me
That's something you'll just have to find out as these days go by!

If you seek my life - you don't know what I go through to make through the day
Tear my body apart limb to limb and don't stop until I'm shredded
Once you get behind my eyes you'll know how much true pain I am in
I don't want attention - I just want out of this fu*ked up life of mine!

As days go by I come home with more and more and more sadness in hand
You ask me how I feel but I know you truly never cared
No point in asking me if your just going to hurt me in some other way
Like I said before leave me now before things get worse for your life mainly
Now you see I'm not the kind of person you would want to ever screw with
Fu*k you and and this life you though I loved!

If you seek my life - you don't know what I go through to make through the day (3x)
Tear my body apart limb to limb and don't stop until I'm shredded
Once you get behind my eyes you'll know how much true pain I am in
I don't want attention - I just want out of this fu*ked up life of mine!

(14 sec. heavy piano solo)

If you seek my life - you now know why I hate you and this life so fu*king much!
Don't get any closer to me cause you'll just make things worse for me cause I...
Have died inside you damn much!

If you seek my life - you don't know what I go through to make through the day (3x)
Tear my body apart limb to limb and don't stop until I'm shredded
Once you get behind my eyes you'll know how much true pain I am in
I don't want attention - I just want out of this fu*ked up life of mine!

what did you think of my song?
song written by maggot4
song influenced by Slipknot's Child of Burning Time
Re-Posted

I tried to answer another question you had but I'm not sure if it worked...
I just wanted to let you know that it seems like you have some serious depression issues. I myself am bipolar and know quite a bit about emotional pain. You should definitely talk to someone very soon. Get someone to take you to a doctor where they can help you out. There's no shame in asking for help. It's a lot better then living a life you hate. Depression makes good songs but, it's not a way of life.