Do you think i have a mental disorder?

Do you think I have some kind of mental disorder?

Like I honestly see people and hear people for minutes. And no one is awake in my house. I see people just staring at me. I hear people whispering to me clearly.

I can't even stop thinking about...

killing people. Like normally we'd see a knife and observe that it's a knife, right?

I think about everything I could do with that knife. And how easy it would be to just go kill someone.

I don't know. Opinions?

yea, you should talk to someone that knows what your going through. they can make this confusing mess of a world clear to you. I've been in moods before where I've been confused and weird bad thoughts have gone through my head, its because I was confused and didnt understand anything, if you talk to someone it will help.

I was looking into that. My friend is like, convincing me to do so. Maybe I'll do it. Not sure. :/

You need professional help, and at FunAdvice we are not Doctors =(

Try to find a trusted adult at home or school to help you find a therapist. Your school's guidance counselor might be qualified to help you.