How do I get myself back?

I wish I could wake up and be... ME!!!
Most people don't know that im actully a very load, fun, interjectic person but I turn up to be strict, anoying (which sometimes I am), and tottly boring!!
I want my friends to see the ture said of me not the focused and boring side
I get very focused when at school and that the only place I see my friends.
I really am strating to lose my idenity and I don't know if I can get it back in my social stutus.
I just don't know...
Any advice how to get the real ME back in school?

Change is up to you.

I felt like that before!! I always used to be shy and isolated[I think that's how you spell it] and the only way I got the REAL me out there was just being myself that the advice I could give hope it helps.

I feel like first you have to figure out what caused this change to come about. Is it stress, a new relationship, a new habit? If it's something good that caused the change, then all is well, but if it's something new in your life that's not so good, you might need to think about how you can get rid of it. God bless

I understand that you foucus in school to get good grades but liten up a litte its cool to be foucus but let your fun side come out when not in class maybe at lunch