What am I going to do since my life is falling apart

I need some serious adivce here my life is going the drain and im denying it but deep down I realize it I just am bascily letting my life fall apart and dont know how to stop im only 13 and im into drugs, drinking, and sex I really dont want to talk to mom about this she never listens shes always to happy and I cant stand her so what am I going to do since my life is falling apart

Well, realizing that you are falling apart is a good start. Sounds like you know what things in your life are making you feel so out of control, now all you need to do is fix it right? Easier said than done, I know. I realize it is not easy, and behaviors cannot be changed in a day, but getting involved in things that are totally opposite from your normal routine may help. What interests you? Sports, art, music, dance, poetry? Find something you love (something legal) and persue it. I have always been told that the easiest way to trouble starts with being bored, so find something positive to get involved in so that you are not constantly trying to just 'stay away' from the bad stuff, instead you will have good stuff to turn to.

Ok, well you should talk to someone who you can trust, I would consider starting off with your mom again, you need to sit her down, and tell her it is serious, and you need help, if she does not listen, than go to your dad, if not that, then a friend.. you should talk to your school conselour if no one else, I think that you should find something that motivates you to keep you going instead of drugs, sex, and alcohol which will promote violence. good luck. :]